Its been three months since the last time Grant told me he loved me first, then i looked at my phone and he just text me saying “I Love You Leah” eeeeeeeeeeek! :D <3

have you cried so much that your eyes begin to swell and burn, Why do i get myself so upset over something ive caused, i wish you would realise i know its my fault and i know how much pain ive caused you , but im trying, trying so god damn hard to try fix it, fix us. We have a connection like no one else can say they have ever felt. People search far and wide for what we had, what we can have. I know your scared but so am i, scared ill hurt you again, the last thing in this world would be to put you through anymore pain, i just want to make you happy like i used to, make you proud of me, FUCK WHAT OTHERS THINK the only two people who matter are you and i. A life without you is just not something i could ever see me doing, we are meant for one and other. we both said our relationship is worth fighting for so lets do it! give it one last chance, make memories like we used to… please dont tell me this is the end.